Thursday, June 25, 2009

Decipher Reflections from Reality

I think that we're all hypocrites.
I generally believe that the majority of people hate certain aspects of others not because it hurts them or makes them uncomfortable in any way, but because they see a little of themselves in that person.
There's nothing worse than when you hate something about yourself, and then you notice other people doing it, too. It's almost like you can't escape it.
Nobody wants to see the worst of themselves brought out in the people they love.

But they never seem to want to admit it. Nobody wants to agree and sit back and accept that they have faults or that they're not "normal".
Instead they prefer to hide it and express their deep hate for it to cover it up.

It's like using your mind in a whole different way, by completely convincing yourself to believe your own lie. Once you tell a lie enough times, it's not a lie anymore. Whether it happened or not, it becomes real to you.
It's like training yourself to think differently. To think the opposite of how things truely are.
And then when you're reminded of the truth, or of who you really are, that feeling in the pit of your stomach, it will never go away.

You can't escape reality. Not forever.

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