Expectations = Disappointments

One of the hardest things to come by or to understand at all, is when someone just walks out on your life.
I mean, without warning.
I mean, how are you supposed to avoid that?
Especially when they refuse to tell you or to explain why.
And you want to tell them that they mean the world to you and that you still want to know them.
And what have you done and how can you fix this. And wether they really mean it.
But it’s trapped in your throat, pushed to the corner of your mind, it doesn’t matter. It wouldn’t matter anyway.
So you choke and you nod, for what else can you do? What can you do anyway?
Because you don’t want this.
How could anybody want this.