Another Shot of Whiskey.

I'm really scared for him.
It's not even about 'us' anymore, that's not even the issue anymore. I'm worried that he's on some kind of chase for excitement. I mean, I know that he is on the chase for excitement. But knowing him and his personality - that's why it scares me.
He knows the difference between right and wrong, he knows what's good for you and what's bad for you - but that's unlikley to stop him. It's recklessness, not independance.

You can't strike out on your own if you have no drive or direction. You can't make a choice to change your life and move in with drug addicts. You can't decide what you want to be your problem and step away from things that are too hard. You can't choose independance but continue to lean on anyone who will listen. You can't say goodbye to the people you love unless you are never coming back.