Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Change in the Weather

"I'll fuck it up, he'll fuck it up, or all of the elements of the universe will come together to fuck it up."

Ah, I should have known. I fucked it up.
That's a lie, I didn't necessarily fuck it up. I just did something silly. I said silly things, and I made accusations. Probably set expectations, too. Why do I feel the need to take something that's totally smooth-sailing and poke it and prod it and try and make it bad? Why the hell do I do that? Why can't I just fucking leave it alone. Stop worrying, stop falling apart, stop being a complete and utter idiot.

Stopping.

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